Expectations Take Two

So what do I do now? The person in question from yesterday sent me a lovely email today. In response to the joy that coursed through me, I sent him a link to an article related to the showing of US flag draped coffins being carried off the planes. I was not expecting anything today in return, yet received a request for a talk.


Fast forward a couple of hours when we ended our talk and I am once again smitten. It is a wondrous feeling to think that someone new finds one attractive. Of course I am aware that the flattery is getting to me. I don't ever remember being told I am beautiful before and here is someone telling me that I am. How can I ignore that?

I know that this can all change very quickly especially if we meet in the flesh. I just hope that this lasts for a while longer and I truly hope that I have made a hgood and lasting friend. We have so much in common it is almost like talking to myself sometimes.

This person is special to me now. I can feel him in my bones. He is with me all the time, there in my head, in my vision, in my music. I told him that we should meet and see if the chemistry and synergy is still there. He said he had no doubts it would be. That will be for another day as we will not meet for a while yet.

Even if this all comes to nothing, I am so grateful to have the experience once more of meeting someone special, the developing relationship, the anticipation, the unknown. Feeling our way towards an understanding of each other. I will treasure these days in the years to come.