Another late post

I am getting to be really bad with late postings. Oh well, it is just for me and as long as I remember to do a post when I get up the next morning all is fine. I spent the evening yesterday with my daughter L watching a film with Claude van Damm. L loved him when she was younger so it was a treat for her to see one of his films again. It was very late when I retired (oohh, fancy words now). No excuse for not writing a few words - I just plain forgot!!!

I awoke this morning thinking about D. Unusually for me, I turned the computer on before I got out of bed and lay there while everyhting fired up. I saw a fuzzy orangey coloured message pop up and knew it was a Skype message, even without my glasses on. I wondered who would be calling me that early - 7:30 - and found it was a morning message from D. I sent an answer and whoof, there he was calling me for a chat.

We spent 3 hours talking again. It is amazing that we can find so much to say, and also find that we have so much the same in our lives, right down to both having bad eyesight that was discovered when we started school! We seem to be each others alter-egos. Time will tell, especially when we do met in person. I just hope we hit it off then like we have online. We had some connection problems and ended with a half hour type chat before getting off to make coffee and have showers.

I am not blinkered by all this attention. I am fully aware that D has probably got a few ladies on the go. Now that may be entirely unfair and incorrect, yet I find it hard to see why he would pick only me in his search for a soulmate, or even his twin flame. Time will tell what is to be the outcome of this. I can only say that I am finding a side to me that has been buried for a very long time. She is slowly emerging as a sensual being, with more creativity than I knew was in there. I now have to have some self-talk about being relaxed and myself in a more intimate situation than I have been for a very long time, if ever.