Boring?

I can imagine that these posts come across as boring to anyone reading them. Please consider that I have spent most of my life avoiding writing and am using this blog as a way of letting my thoughts flow and improving my skills. I am hoping that over time the content will become more interesting and better expressed.

There have been some evenings when I felt like leaving the blog. Then I remembered it was a challenge and if there are any readers out there, I would be letting them down as well as myself. So I have kept up the daily output so far. And I am proud of myself for doing so even when I have written short amounts.

Now I have a blank mind. I have heard some people say that they do not believe it is possible to have nothing going on in their minds, even when they are relaxing. Well, I do have times when I can sit and have quiet in my head for a time. Then I realise I have been without thoughts for a bit and noise enters again.

Those moments of quiet are so calming. I feel at peace with myself and the world. Nothing can take those moments away and I find myself being calm and quietly joyful a lot of the time. I have no income or work right now, yet I know I do not need to worry about that. I can trust the universe that all will be well.